July 22, 2014

Latest news~

I've had a couple of new dolls in, that I haven't even had time to sit down and properly blog about or even take pictures of.

My latest additions that I haven't introduced include Kaede (Volks Modded SWD Suzuna), Murasaki (Volks Kotenshi Tsubaki) and other presently unnamed dolls, a Yo-sd Elena (who is presently out for a new face-up) and a Sunlight skin MSD F-13. I also have an MSD F-12 on layaway, and a Volks DWC01 head who is staying with his previous owner until his new face-up is done.

And of course Halcyon is here already, I haven't posted pictures of him yet, I know. But he features as a key character in most of the stories on this blog.

Ducky and Sachi are due to leave to go to D'Poupee in Indonesia soon to get their new matching face-ups, while Hiyori is already away at Nomyen's for hers.

In the meantime, Ichigo has already left for a new home, because I had trouble bonding with her. Meron seems to have taken a liking to Murasaki though, and doesn't seem to be too lonely. I have also decided to let go of Elune, Cloud and Haruhi, along with Rinka (who has been up for sale for a very long time now). Hopefully they will manage to go to good homes.

Because I'm so busy, I've mainly moved my updates to Facebook, and you can follow me here: https://www.facebook.com/chateaumiyana for any new updates, photos and changes to the crew.

In the meantime, here are whatever photos I had time to take and no time to post >.<

xoxo

Murasaki (Volks Kotenshi Tsubaki)

Volks Yo-sd Elena

Halcyon (Volks Cristal Boy on Switch 65 boy body)

Kaede (Modded Volks SWD Suzuna)

June 2, 2014

Happy Eden Day :)

Yesterday was Eden's birthday. :)

Eden has been with me for 2 years now, she was my FIRST Volks Yo-sd and I actually got her off Ebay. The person selling her was leaving the hobby and I got her for a steal. At that time, I had no idea about recasts, but luckily, Eden turned out to be completely legit. Originally a boy, then ended up becoming a girl (albeit a very tomboyish one) because I was having a ton of trouble bonding with boys (I still have this problem, and up to now I only have one boy). After I got Asako and made them siblings, I had planned to change Eden's name to Akari, but somehow the name Eden remained stuck to her, and I still call her that (kind of like how Ducky is still called that, even now that she has a proper name!)

After the arrival of Eden, and subsequently her sister Asako, I developed a love for Volks sculpts (which I didn't really like before), and I ended up rehoming all my Soomlings and have been gradually amassing what my friends teasingly call a "daycare center" of Volks Yo-sds/Yo-tenshis. This morning, a new girl came home (more about her later!), that will be my 11th one, and I have another Yo-sd Elena coming along that I managed to snag from Volks' website from the recent Dollpa.

So anyway, happy belated birthday to my happy cross-dressing little bub <3

Here is the requisite picture of my little bub through all her transformations.

May 12, 2014

2 Years of Morning

The oldest of all my resin family, Morning has been with me 2 years now. She was the first doll I ordered directly from the company (most of my kids are second-hand), and I have never regretted it.

This year her birthday falls on Mothers' Day, which I must say, is very fitting, as she is mother to 3 beautiful children, the twins Asako and Yuuko, and their little sister Akari (Eden).

I've made a fair amount of changes to her over the 2 years she's been with me. End of 2012 she went off to Allemarthe for face-up, and then I tried several wigs on her until my friend VelvetTiger sent me this lovely Dollmore wig in salmon pink, which has been her standard wig ever since. Volks originally sent her to me with brown eyes, but I changed them to blue subsequently, and then again to green, which I think suits her best. Of all my resins, she is certainly the most elegant and beautiful (and the tallest!)

Happy Birthday gorgeous <3


April 6, 2014

An impossible existence.

She is leading him through through the city. Since they started walking, she has not said a word; all he can do is match his footsteps to hers, as they wind their way through the back alleys and empty streets. They pass under a low archway, and suddenly, he is in a part of town he is not familiar with.

She slows her pace.

She cuts a diminutive figure in the dim light of the street lamps as she moves on ahead of him. Her strides are slow, but purposeful. She is an enigma to him, though he prides himself on the ability to read people that he has cultivated over the years.

His mind is filled with questions. There will be time for that, she had assured him.

Can he trust her?

But he no longer has any other choice. The vow of a prince cannot be so easily broken.

He finds himself momentarily blinded by a sudden brightness. Belatedly, he notices that they have come to a stop.

As his eyes adjust to the glare, he finds he is standing in a tiny garden. The low walls are lined with lanterns, lit by flames that do not flicker.

Realization dawns.

'Human,' he mutters, studying the the unflinching glow of the nearest lantern, 'magic, is this not?'

Slowly, she turns to face him. The night wind has dislodged her hood enough so that wisps of her hair have crept out to frame her small face. The tendrils are a striking blue color, echoing the color of her eyes. As she steps towards him, he thinks to himself, that something has changed in those eyes, something is different from what he remembers.

The lantern illuminates her visage, and he realizes that he is staring back into a gaze that is now luminous, glittering. Sky blue and rose pink swirl together in the depths of her irises. Those eyes, they recall the hues of a pastel sunrise.

He has never seen eyes like that on a human.

'Those eyes...' he murmurs, trailing off.

Those are the eyes of his people. But she is not one of them.

'You are human, are you not?'

She nods, her mouth curling up into a wry smile.

The next question is already forming in his mind, but he finds himself unable to continue. But the words he cannot give voice to, she already knows.

'Your wife, she is a half-blood. I am not.'

This girl, she is is all human then.  A human, with features that a human could not possibly have. A human who is able to use magic. She should be an impossible existence, but she is here, standing before him.

He understands now, the bitterness that tinged her smile.

'Nobody can know.' There is such loneliness written on that young face. The nature of her own existence is a great burden, and it has taken a toll on her.

He dips his head in acquiescence. He will keep her secret.

Suddenly, he is at a loss for words.

She extends a hand towards him.

'Come.'

His arm is moving of it's own accord.

And as her small fingers wrap around his, he finds himself surprised by how warm they are.

...

A meeting not of chance.

(A month ago.)

He sits at the counter alone, glass in one hand, absently swirling the drink. His other hand is tangled in an unruly mane of blonde hair. His eyes are closed. The noises of the bar reverberate around him, but he does not make a sound. His is the quiet on the verge of a sigh, the silence of what cannot be said.

'You won't find what you are looking for here.'

The words had drift into him from somewhere distant, expanding inside his chest, making it hard to breathe. The fog in his mind clears in an instant.

He puts down his glass and turns towards their source.

In the dim light, he can make out a female face peeking out at him from beneath the brown hood. The eyes that regard him are large and blue like the summer sky, and the naked disappointment in their depths unsettles him greatly.

Leave me alone, he mutters.

She doesn't seem to hear, or if she does, she pays no mind, for she strays closer. He can just barely feel her breath on his ear, but he does not miss what she whispers next.

'At the bottom of those countless glasses, you will find neither the person nor the solace you are seeking.'

His entire body tenses, a cocktail of rage and hurt flooding his veins.

What would you know, he thinks.

He is on the 'other side', there shouldn't be anyone here who knows.

'You have found no oblivion here. This...' she continues with a gesture of hand, 'is but a temporary crutch. It will never be enough.'

He takes a mouthful of drink, and tries not to listen.

'Have you managed to forget?'

The words jar him. She has hit too close. He feels as though something inside him has caught alight. He is burning. He cannot bear to hear another word.

He pushes past her and stumbles out of  the bar into the night.

And keeps on walking.

He doesn't care where he is headed, as long as he can get away.

His mind is echoing.

How can I forget?

How can I forget?

He throws back his head and howls those words into the endless starry sky. They echo over empty streets.

Then all of a sudden, he is not alone anymore.

Two soft hands cradle his face, and he finds himself looking back down into the blue gaze he has been trying to escape. She is but a young lass, he realizes belatedly. But on her child-like face is etched such understanding... that he knows that she must know. His past, his reasons for coming here - everything.

He wants so much to ask her how she had come by that knowledge, but as she holds his gaze, he finds he cannot speak.

He cannot pull away.

They stand like that for several moments.

'Your Royal Highness, Prince Halcyon Fairweather of the Aori.' Her gaze never wavers from his as she speaks.

A human, addressing him by his full title. He should not be surprised, but he is.

'I did not intend to cause you alarm,' she says. So quietly, that if the streets were not then bathed in silence, he may have missed it.  'I have come with a proposition for you.'

Taken aback, he eyes her warily.

Nothing could have prepared him for what she utters next.

'Would you like me to take you to her?'

His heart constricts. The trail he'd been following had gone cold months ago, and though he searched long and hard, there had been no new leads.

Who is this young girl? How can she possibly know?

There are so many question he wants to voice. Inside him, disbelief and desperation battle for dominance.

What will she demand of him in return?

As if she had read that thought, her reply slips gently into the space where it belongs.

'All you have to do is take me there.'

This is his last hope.

Please.

His plea is hoarse with anguish.

...